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In 1995 I travelled by train from Berlin to Poznan. Part of the
journey was through the woods which triggered in me unexpected feelings
of deja vu.
Back home, I replayed the scenes of the woods filmed during the
trip from the train, several times in slow motion. As I struggled
to find an answer to my response behind
those still images, there was nothing I could see. No traces, only
the resonances from the absents.
From an early age I had heard about my roots; stories were handed
on to us as children, to keep, to pass to the next generation: never
to forget what happened to our family and to other people during
the War. I was handed a metaphor for the Holocaust, recollections
from different sources, all enmeshed with pain rather than factual
information.
Those woods were a place which I knew nothing except that Poland
was part of my past and, in some strange and powerful way, it was
revealed to me at that moment,
part of my present. |